Update on my life

No people, I am not about to post another poem!!!!

I just wanna update on what's been happening to me, cuz I'm a bit lazy sometimes.

Anywho!!!!

somethings happened, somethings didn't.

Got some new things, didn't get the other ones.

And that kinda concludes it.

Oh! and I got so lazy, which is why I'm not being specific.

Sorry, I turned lazy cuz of school(haha yeah I blame you, my dear school)

Broken

Why is it so hard to forget?
Why won't you leave me to my cold heart's dungeon?

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I'm broken, isn't that enough?

Guess not...

You still plague my mind
and
It won't stop...

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I take out my eyes
but
I can still see your smile.

I go deaf
But I still hear your voice

I go numb
But I still feel your touch

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When will this ever stop?

I'm miserable enough!

Please make it stop!

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Stop this bleeding and broken heart
from remembering...

YOU

masks(original version)

Give me my mask, and let's start to forget... laugh it all off and pretend.

I see you smiling but I know what your hiding.

In your eyes, all the hurt and longing... why is it hard to forget?

Yes, you have a mask. Yes, you can still smile... but it's always just pretend.

You go out with a smile, come back with a tear in your eye

You wish everything was gone, sleep tonight and wish for a shining sun.

But all is gone...

You can only,

Mask it with a smile, but reveal it in the eyes.

Masks(different version)

Give me my mask
and
let's start to forget

Laugh it all off
and
Pretend...

I see you smiling,
but I know what you're hiding


Yes, you have a mask
Yes, what a great actor/actress
Yes, what a beautiful smile

But...
I know your pretending.

I can see it in your eyes...

You go out with a smile,
go back with a tear in your eye.

Wish everything was gone
Sleep tonight and hope for a shining sun

But all is gone

You can just mask it with a smile,
but it's still revealed in your eyes.